| who knows |
[Nov. 12th, 2007|11:43 pm] |
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i have't been on this shit in like forever...lol anyway...what can i say about my life...i got a new job and i like it...i go to school....and i am working with kids finally...my little rugrats...i love them....i am almost 21...yey i can't wait..omg i am going to the oldest out of all my friends...eww..u guys better get a move on...lol...jk...
i miss hanging out with my friends...maybe durning the school break we well all get together and chill...like old time..
i feel like all i foucus my engry on is school...which is true...that is all i do...i can't wait until i become a teacher...i am going to open my own daycare center...and my little rugrats and going to do whatever they want...i have learning about how the children need to do this...and why they need to do that...ugh their fucken kids let them be...lol anyway i am soo happy now that i am foucus on one thing in life...i stay out of the fucken drama casue i hate it...and idk why...but it always has to do with me...so if i am not getting my ass involed in anything anymore...lol
almost 21...yea bitches... |
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| i wish i had a life |
[Jan. 12th, 2007|10:51 pm] |
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well...its the year 2007 and i can't remember when the last time i loged into this shit...but anyway...sometimes i wish i had a life....its a fucken friday night...and i am sitting at home fucken dusting and cleanig my room...ahhh...but anyway i guess i had it coming... |
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| wow |
[Jul. 2nd, 2006|11:04 pm] |
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well i haven't been on this fucker in soo long so anyway its almost 4th of july and i am going to party like it was 1999...yey!!! |
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| well |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
well since i haven't updated this fucker in soo long i wanted to update my life for u...well nothing new has happened...had some teeth pulled....going to school.. failing some tests.....the same old shit...anyway just wanted to let u know...lmfao..pzz |
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| things that make me happy.... |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|08:57 am] |
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always making me and others laugh...
mama cohen...gotta love her
my bitches...love them to death
what a night for that chick^^^^
i wish they were back together
oh phill...
well that was my mailbox...
graduation
my best guy friend in the whole wide world...
wish i could go back to that night!!!
soo hot
holla at ur girls
kristin singin...god i miss that
that poor dog...RIP
i love these people soo much...and if i forgot about u...just remember i love u |
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| fun night |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|10:55 am] |
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| | very happy | ] |
ok so last night went to dinner with people that i work with and then i went to viper with jamie(someone that i work with also)...so we first get to the club and it was goddanmn died in there...so i was like great the one time i go out with jamie...the club is died...but then it strated to pick up...so the dj(so hot) puts on some rap and whatever so me and jamie start dancing and whatever...so this guy comes up to me and he was like do u want to dance and w/e ...so i said yeah...so we stopped for like 1/2 hour casue me and jamie went to have a smoke...so i'm trying to walk back in and this white kid is like "hey Hey u" and i go up to him and i was like what? and that motherfucker gives me a kiss on the cheek....i swear if u saw my face...i could have killed him...i still can feel his gross ass kiss...but anyway me and jamie walk back on the dance floor and dance still the same guy...oh yeah his name is Luis... his pretty cute not going to lie...so we gave each other numbers....and then...oh and then....i had atleast 18 BLACK guys...come up to me...i was like could u please get the fuck away from me....i mean really....
but last night i had soo much fun cause i didn't think of anything...or anyone...i went out looking for a good time and that what i had...and i havent had one of those in a long time... |
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| truth |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|04:53 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
......how come something good happens...there always someone bad around the corner.....like this year alone...it all good and tnen shit happens when its not needed... i've come to realize that i am a BLACK peice of shit....like something good happens and soo u tell all ur friends casue ur really happy about and then all it takes is one fucken night to fuck it up...or one bad day...or one bad word or anything...
i really bealive when i am about to get married and i'm in my all white dress and i am walking to soon to be husband...and i say my do's and he is about to say his do's... that when he says...um....no....knowing my luck...b/c for the last couple of years that how shit happens...
( to clear this all up...this is not about anyone...i just have been think alot for a day and this is what i come up with)
cause hey i'm a bitch...well to some people i am... |
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| why girls like guys |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|10:29 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | babyface,and nobodys knows it but me | ] |
1. they always wear ur fav cologne
2. the way they run their fingers thorugh ur hair
3. that look they give u that makes u just want to die right then and there
4. the way they kiss away ur tears.
5. the way they get mad when they can't make ur problem go away
6. they way they show off around their friends,even though u know u would love him if he missed a basket or two
7. the way they make it their personal mission to ensure that u are never cold
8. that confushed look they get on their face when u are mad at them-guaranteed to make ur heart melt and the anger fade away
9. the way they always let u win any game u play together
10. ...and when u point this out to them they pretend not to know what u are talking about
11. that smile they flash that can make ur stomach drop to ur feet
12. the way the call to apologize after u had a big fight
13. the way they touch and hold u so gently,as if they are afraid they will break u
14. the way they say"i love u"
15. the way they would die before saying " i love u" in front of their friends
16. the way they kiss u
17. the way they kiss u after making up from a fight
18. the way they hold u when u are crying
19. the way they think they are ur big protector
20. the way they say " i miss u" even though they hate to admit it
21. the way u miss everything about them when they are gone
22. the way they comfort u when u have had a bad day
23. the way they write u a love letter even if they think its uncool
24. Regarless of whether u love them, hate them, wish the would die or know that u would die without them...it matters not. Becasue once they enter ur life,wheatever u were to the world, them in the eyes,traveling to the depths od their souls and u say a million things without even speacking, u know that ur own life is consumed by their love. We love them for a million reasons; it is a thing an idescriable feeling. |
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| wow |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|12:28 pm] |
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all i can say is that i had a crazy night two days ago....i will never....ever do what i did ever again unless i really really really had to .... |
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| party |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|12:39 am] |
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well i had 2 nights of party..one at kyles...i got trashed...and one at dana's..which i got fucked up...i couldn't even keep my eyes open...and kyle that ass that he is ...played around with me and michele in our sleep...not like a sexual way...(gross) but anyway then i came home watched a movie and then went to work...that was my day...pzz
cpi tomorrow night...yeah! |
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| how i almost died |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|05:16 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | my neck,my back | ] |
ok so i woke up at 9:45 am to go to the beach....so we got there and me and michele and maria are just chillen...we go in the water for a bit come out and then we call dan and kyle to see where they are...are they were at teh same beach also so we sat with us... so we all wanted to go into the water again...what a mistake that was...all i can remember is being near dan and then next min i am like 200ft away from everone and then some guy come and picks me up and he was like are u ok and my hair is coving my face and the ass that i am says yeah dan i'm ok....and then i look and i was like omg ur not dan...it was a lifeguard....like first i thought it was dan and then i thought it was leni but thank god it was neither cause he was hot!!...so he saved my life and i am happy for that.....but i could not stop laughing when this happened(like at the end)...but anyway i'm out pzz |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|01:24 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | eat u alive | ] |
why is it everytime something good happens and in a flash something can just fuck it all up...i feel like for me something really good happens in my life and in a sec something changes and i am back to sqaure one again....
makes u wonder why god put u on this earth....
why am i even here to begin with...
to get fucked all the time.....casue that what always fucken happens to me is that i alway get fucked.....
well atleast i am having a party tomorrow and i'm sure i'll have a good time there...well atleast i hope i will... |
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| PROM |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|02:53 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | some cut | ] |
omfg!!!!!.......prom is tomorrow...and i stil have a ahit loud to do...
i feel like it will never get done..
i won't get to see todd for a couple of days....
then i come home sleep prob the whole day and then graduation the next fucekn day!!!!
ugh
but i can't wait b/c i am soo happy that i am going to party like rockstars with my friends...
so yeah bitches.... |
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| 3....2...1.... |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|05:37 pm] |
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| |  kinda happy | ] |
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| | anytime.anyplace...janet jackson | ] |
today was just one of those blah fucken days....no1 is getting along i feel like it all my fault nothing it working at good...ugh idk i feel like shit and nothing is going to be or turn out good. |
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| um...yeah |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|12:19 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | going under-evenesance | ] |
so yestorday was a bad morning cause i failed my road test...so i am a failer in life...and then i hung out with todd whivh was fun and then i went home and hung out with michele the whole day and that was also fun but then i guess u can say that the night went all down hill from there....
Its dumb how i am plam for the whole thing but then again i was told to fuck off so that what i am going to do......
so pzz fuckers! |
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| yo |
[May. 23rd, 2005|05:57 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | sex-genuwine | ] |
ok so this was my weekend...firday i went out with the girls...haha fun time and then saturday was a crazy day....1 i had to wake up at 8 am to go to work at 9 and then kristen and i had to go to a party so she picked me up from worked and party it up...haha i had fun and then i took a shower casue i smelled and then i went out with todd,michele,maria,kenny,and dan and ashely came to micheles and we all drank and i was soo such in a bad mood and i still am idk why...something has to be wrong i just don't know what it is....hm....anyway that was my weekend and i had fun but i can't wait until this week casue we get yearbooks and we have 5 fucken days off...so pzz fuckers...
my babes
idk why but i love this pic |
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| oh boy |
[May. 15th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
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| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bad girl-usher | ] |
oh boy what a night...juk at the pics and that speaks for its self....
2 in 1
dan
then this fag says that micheles dad woke up^^^ so this is what happens
people start to hide...^^^
oh boy
had one to many beers.....
and then look what happens.....next ur going to be looking into each other eyes....
and then all at the end...someone fell asleep...
he wouldn't get up....
bu overall i had agood night...pzz fuckers |
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| fun times |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|12:33 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | we belong together | ] |
so its Saturday night and we all go drinking at michele...look whats happens...it started out all good untl people had one to many
looks like someone not having a good time^^^^
and by the end of the night...this what i am licking...^^^^ |
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| what a great night..... |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|05:07 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | push it-salt n' pepper | ] |
so maria tells me about this kid named todd....so last night was the first time i meet him...and it was good....first we went to the dock pound...frezzed our asses off looking at the faggy ducks...so then we meet up with michele to go to appleebees....which was god until fucken 11 o'clock hits and i see my ex!!!!so then we all finshed our food and we all hung outside...and then we all agreed on to go back to micheles house and drink...meanwhile we have fucken school in the morning!!!so we all hung out until...hmm 2am!! so then todd,kenny,me and maria hop in kennys nice car and drive me and maria back to my house...so them me and maria couldn't go to sleep b/c we were both...so happy...so now i am back home on 3 hours of sleep and hanging out with michele and todd later..... so peace fuckers!!! |
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| blah |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|08:13 am] |
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| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | have u ever | ] |
no more love for me................
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